whereisthefuture

Normal on the outside maniacal within smile frozen on my face and tears beneath my skin People say that the mind is complex and the heart is understandable but the heart is something other and the brain's more tangible the brain is more tangible The blood I'm pumping belongs to someone else I don't know where I'm going all I know is that I'm losing myself To the poison in my veins To the poison in my veins People say that they know me but I can see that they're looking through through the parts of me they don't like that's not the way I look at you I need to know now how to let go of all these feelings the pain is seepin

I've been sleeping for so long. This makes me wonder, have I ever seen the sun? It's so quiet in this place.    Will I ever recover?        Will I ever leave?  Will I ever see the outside of this place in my head again?

Goodbye, Harry Harry Potter, Ronald Weasley, and Hermione Granger all woke up very early on July 17th and met in The Burrow's large, junk-crowded kitchen. It was about three weeks after they had left Hogwarts- about three weeks after making the decision not to go back for their seventh, and last, year of school. All three teens had packed everything they really needed last night into small knapsacks so it would be easier to carry on their brooms (Hermione had to use whatever was left of her 17th birthday money from her parents to buy a Nimbus 2001 in Diagon Alley). None of their families knew that Harry, Ron, and Hermione were leaving. All

Don't lie to me These tears don't blind me I can see through them Enough to know better Don't try to convice me That this is nothing That this will pass Because I don't buy that You look at me with Those eyes I can't resist Tell me not to worry My heart wants to believe But it is too obvious In plain sight I have to worry It's tearing me up You know I love you And you love me the same But things are changing That you cannot deny You could wake up tomorrow And realize this is wrong Your uncertainty is proof And I've never been more confused

Tears don't lie. Smile all you want But tears don't lie. Tell me everything will be okay Reassure me all you want But tears don't lie. Hold me close and say, "Forever," But when my shirt and hair are damp with your uncertainty… I'll know Because tears don't lie. Put up your familiar front Close your eyes to the pain inside But at the end of the day When your pillow is wet You'll know Because tears don't lie.

I love you, and everything about you. Your hair, your smile, the way your eyes sparkle when you laugh. I want to always see you like this, never sad, never lonely, though if the time comes that you are, I'll be there to comfort and support. If I wake in the night, I hope that you will be there with me, either sleeping or pulled from your slumber as well. When I'm down, or afraid, I want to be assured that you'll be there beside me, holding me up, or that I can reach you if I need guidance, or even just someone to cry with. There are times where I watch you, and think to myself, "This must be a dream, for it's too perfect to be true." Bu